Nick & Sean, Part 4

Nick

I woke up and noticed my headache before I opened my eyes. I moaned lightly which coincided with a snore. I opened my eyes. I was spooning Nick. His hot, muscular body was naked and touching mine from head to pretty much toe. My nose was nuzzled into his neck and his snoring filled the room. My arm was around his waist and I suddenly noticed I was naked too as my rock hard morning erection was poking him in his beautifully round, smooth butt.

I looked over his shoulder and saw that his own cock was also hard. Little droplets of precum fell onto the bed every now and then, causing a slight pool to form. I smiled and felt my own cock twitch from the visual. Though I knew I had seen Nick’s cock last night, I couldn’t immediately remember the circumstance.

As much as my head was hurting, a few memories drifted back up to the surface. I remember it got pretty steamy in this bedroom, only a few hours ago. Nick had kissed me at the picnic table and Sean had been very into it. All three of us had moved up to the bedroom, losing our clothes as we went.

I turned back to see the other end of the bed and found Sean, also completely naked, sleeping on his stomach. His face was turned away from me. The curve of his ass was gorgeous as the early morning sunlight found its way into the room.

Sean

I lay on my back, with a hunk on each side of me, trying to remember more. I remembered that when Nick and I were making out in our underwear in this very room, I noticed Sean was already naked, sitting on a chair, jerking himself off as he watched us. I remembered smiling and getting horny to continue. Nick’s mammoth bulge grew against my thigh.

Suddenly Nick’s snoring stopped and he moved. He rolled onto his back, still clearly asleep. He grabbed my hand and pulled it up to his chest. His grip quickly loosened again as he drifted back into a deeper sleep and started to snore again. His boner was still rock solid as it pointed up to the sky. Precum started to leak from the head again, onto his belly. I turned back to Sean, who hadn’t moved an inch, dead to the world.

I remembered more from last night. I was laying on my back, like I was now, and Nick and Sean were licking and sucking my cock at the same time. Their muscular, naked bodies both bent forward on their knees, giving me a good sideview of their round asses. I remember being so horny but knowing I didn’t want to cum.

I also remembered that Sean sat up on his knees at some point. He touched his forehead as his massive erection pointed straight ahead. Nick continued to suck my cock.

“Jacks, I’m feeling a little drowsy”, Sean had said.

“Do you need some water?”, I had asked.

“No… I’m just tired… it’s time to slee…”

Before Sean could finish his sentence he had flopped onto his stomach and passed out.

Nick then also sat up on his knees, his own huge boner hard to miss. Sean’s was definitely thicker, but Nick had a beautiful, long cock as well. I lifted myself onto my elbows.

“He always passes out after too many beers”, Nick said, chuckling.

I smiled. Sean looked peaceful as he slept. I felt Nick’s hand on my cock as I looked back. He looked guilty as he slowly jerked me off.

“Are you OK?”, I asked.

“I-I’m… not supposed to play with other guys without my husband”, he suddenly said.

“What do you mean?”

“I so badly want you to fuck me, but… Leo and I agreed that we would only play together. And that I would only bottom for him and no one else. Today is the first time I actually want to get fucked by someone else.”

He was still stroking my cock in such a gentle manner, I was getting closer and closer to cumming.

“I would love to fuck you, but…”, I interrupted what I wanted to say to let out a moan I couldn’t surpress. “Your… your marriage, I… I don’t want… Fuuuck…”

“You’re such a good guy”, Nick said, as he casually let go of my cock and it bounced from side to side.

Nick came to lay next to me to cuddle.

“I like you even more now”, he whispered.

“I… I like you too”, I heard myself say.

He chuckled.

“Good…”

I could feel Nick drifting off to sleep pretty much immediately after. I started thinking about how Sean and I had planned to stay monogamous at the start of this new thing we had created between us. But Nick had been irresistible. After these thoughts I must have fallen asleep.

Sean

I was confident I was now remembering most of what had happened the night before. Suddenly I heard Sean moving. He was rolling over and looked straight at me.

“Hey”, he said, his voice gravelly.

“Hey”, I replied, “good morning.”

His eyes were still pretty much closed, but they were slowly opening. He looked me over and smiled. I looked down and noticed that Nick and I were having parallel boners, both of our thick pieces of morning wood pointing up at the same angle. My left hand still hung loosely in Nick’s right, both resting on his chest. I smiled back at Sean. He moved his way over to me and kissed me to the soundtrack of Nick’s snoring.

“Did you have a good time last night?”, Sean whispered.

I nodded.

“A bit too much to drink maybe”, I replied.

He chuckled.

“Same here.”

That morning we had breakfast together and I just found my eyes wandering to Nick. Sean was very touchy feely with me and I loved it. I still liked him a lot, but in the back of my mind a thought was creeping in. Did I like Nick more? We didn’t address what happened. Last night was referred to as “an awesome time”, and “a lot of fun”, but that was pretty much all.

Sean and I were packing up our stuff and getting ready to head back to El Dorado. We had not yet addressed our mutual slip-up from monogamy, mere days after having promised each other to stay exclusive. Though I was certain we would talk about it once we got back to his apartment.

Nick

“Can you check the bathroom? I’m not sure I got everything”, Sean asked me.

“Sure, babe”, I replied as I made my way around the corner and opened the door. To my surprise, the shower was running.

“Oh, hey”, I said.

Nick opened the glass door and wiped the water from his eyes. I could see his entire baked body again and it took my breath away once more.

“Hey”, he said, “I’m almost ready to go, I promise! After this shower my hangover won’t be as bad and I can drive the whole way back.”

“OK great”, I chuckled.

I checked the sink for any last items I knew belonged to me or Sean.

“Hey, this is Sean’s shower gel”, Nick then said.

I turned back towards him as he handed me the bottle. I very obviously looked down at him.

“Thanks…”, I managed to say as I took the bottle from him.

“Don’t”, Nick said.

“I’m sorry, what?”, I said, even though I knew what he would say.

“You’re making this very hard on me if you look at me like that”, he said. “Literally.”

I looked down again and his cock was semi-hard all of a sudden.

“I-I’m sorry, I can’t control myself”, I apologized.

“We both have to try harder. For Sean.”

“Agreed”, I said. It wasn’t fair on him.

I remembered that Sean had specifically told Nick he wanted to be monogamous with me, but one night of drinking with a hot fellow firefighter had already put that to a halt. Even though he didn’t really protest to anything that happened the night before.

As we drove back to El Dorado, Sean and I sat in the backseat. Sean fell asleep only a few minutes into the drive and first slept on my shoulder, then on my lap the entire drive home. In the rearview mirror, Nick and I had eye contact several times. We didn’t say anything. I tried to sleep, but couldn’t. 

Nick dropped Sean and me off at Sean’s apartment. Sean and Nick hugged, after which Nick and I hugged.

“Take care of my boy”, Nick whispered.

I smiled

Sean and I carried the luggage upstairs and sat on the sofa with a cold drink before we unpacked.

“That was fun”, I said.

“The weekend was great”, Sean agreed.

We sat in silence for a few seconds.

“You… You like Nick, don’t you?”

Sean’s question surprised me. I wasn’t sure yet what he meant.

“Yeah, he’s great”, I said casually.

“I mean, I could tell the two of you were really into each other. The chemistry was… palpable.”

I didn’t know what to say.

“No need to feel guilty”, Sean said, as I felt his hand on my arm. 

My body language must have been obvious.

“I do feel guilty though”, I said, softly. “My brand new lover takes me on a holiday and I kept making eyes at his co-worker.”

Sean chuckled.

“The cock wants what the cock wants”, was all he said.

I looked at him.

“What do you mean by that?”

“If your cock is telling you you want Nick more, then that’s a clear sign, isn’t it? I mean, he’s married, and very much in love, but it shows that maybe the two of us together isn’t going to work?”

I was surprised by Sean’s simplistic statement.

“I just don’t know. I feel like a lot has happened in my life in the last few weeks that I need to process.”

“That makes perfect sense.”

I decided it would be better for me to spend some time by myself. Sean agreed, though I could tell he was sad. He said that he hoped I would figure everything out and that his door would be open once I did. It was a tough decision to make, but it seemed to make the most sense to me. When I got back home, I did feel like a weight was lifted off my shoulders.

I told my Mom everything and she said that timing isn’t always right, but second chances happen. It wasn’t much later that I got to go back to my apartment. Everything was just as it had been. After Bennie’s apartment, the stairwell had been hit the hardest, and they were still working on that. But I was happy to be back in my apartment, and for the first time in a while I started feeling like myself again, not realizing I had felt that different the last few weeks.

I was going back to work and things started going back to normal. I was appreciating normal much more than I had before. As much as I would always be thankful to Sean for saving my life, my feelings for him started to fade. The extraordinary situation in which we had met must have had something to do with it. I told Sean how I realized I felt, and he seemed very understanding, though I guessed he was probably disappointed. Nick also popped into my mind every now and again, but more as a fantasy. The actual experiences I’d had with him, seemed far away, like a dream. Probably because I knew he was unattainable.

Nick

On a Saturday morning I was just returning to my apartment after a run, when suddenly I saw him sitting in front of my building.

“Hey”, I said.

Nick looked up. He smiled. He got up.

“Jackson! Hi!”

He seemed nervous.

“How have you been?”, I asked him.

“I’m… uhm… can we talk?”

“Sure”, I said, “wanna come up?”

“Please, yeah.”

I realized I was sweaty and probably didn’t look or smell my best. I realized that I didn’t care about that too much. Even though Nick looked flawless as always, I had no reason to want to look my best for him. He was married. And even though he had come to find me, I had no reason to believe that was going to change.

“I didn’t remember exactly which apartment was yours, but… I knew it had to be one of these.”

Nick and I didn’t have each other’s phone numbers, but he must have remembered my street from the fire. If he had wanted my phone number, he could have asked Sean. I was interested to find out what he wanted to talk about.

We sat down on the sofa. I looked at him. He looked at the floor.

“I, uhm… I like you.”

Pause.

“I told you that when we were at the cabin, but I’m not sure you remember.”

“I remember”, I said. I smiled at him as he looked at me. He looked very nervous and quickly looked back at the floor.

“I, uhm… I haven’t stopped thinking about you.”

I just didn’t know what to say. It seemed so odd that Nick had been thinking of me. He was perfect and had a perfect life, a perfect husband. Why would I even cross his mind?

“R-Really?”

He looked at me again.

“Yeah. You’re smart, funny, and hot. Your cock… it tastes like heaven.”

I chuckled. I hadn’t seen this coming.

“But you’re married.”

“I know”, he said. “I know.”

There was another pause.

“Why are you here, Nick?”

“I, uhm… I really want you to fuck me, still.”

“Even though you’re married?”

“Even though I’m married.”

“What does Leo say about this?”

“He, uhm… he doesn’t know I’m here. I told him about you. He wants me to keep my distance.”

My mind and heart were both racing.

“So why did you not listen to what he asked of you? He’s your husband.”

“I… can’t. I’m going crazy thinking about you every day.”

“I don’t think you should be here, Nick.”

“Jackson, please. Please fuck me. Just once. I promise that’ll be it.”

The most beautiful man I had ever met was begging me to fuck him. I was only human. But in the back of my mind I knew this would only strengthen our connection.

Nick

I took his hand and stood up, knowing he would follow. We were the same height. I looked him in the eye and I could tell he was desperate. He wanted to get fucked by me so badly. I saw the wet spot in the crotch of his jeans. I could feel my resistance slipping away.

I put my hand on the back of his head and pulled him in. By the time our lips touched, I was rock hard. When Nick and I kissed, it always felt like fireworks were going off in my stomach, my head, my crotch. Nick’s quick, heavy breaths and whimpers turned me on so much. I took off his shirt to find his gorgeously ripped upper body again. My hands wanted to touch and feel everywhere.

The front of his jeans had expanded, as had the precum stain. I rubbed his bulge and he had to stop kissing me to moan, loudly.

“Stop…. Stop! You’ll make me cum”, he said.

I took Nick’s hand and guided him to the bedroom. Once we got there, I took off my shirt, and Nick wiggled out of his tight jeans. His cock was rock hard. I had him sit on the bed on all fours and I was eager to eat out his perfect ass. His hole was perfection. With a beautiful asscheek in each hand I licked his pink hole and I made him shudder with pleasure. 

Lubing him up with my spit, I sat back and fingered him, suddenly remembering the photo I had seen of Nick with his husband. I brushed off the memory, took my pants off and fucked him. Nick came without touching himself on my duvet the very second my cock went all the way up inside of him.

“Unggghhhh! Uh! Uh! Uh!”, Nick’s heavy breathing turned me on so much as I continued to fuck him.

Nick

It was like my cock and his hole were made for each other. A perfect fit. After fucking him doggy style, he rode my cock like a champion. His own cock still rock hard and so large, flopping up and down on my stomach as he determined the pace. He came all over me, again not touching himself.

“Fuck man, you’re just hitting that sweet spot over and over!”

Neither of us were done though. I wanted to fuck him missionary. As my cock entered him again, I saw him biting his lip. His eyes were filled with desire as he looked at me. I leaned down and kissed him as I fucked him, faster and faster. Nick’s hands were on my back, his legs wrapped around my waist. His whimpers into my mouth turned me on so much, together with his perfect hole gripping my cock, I came inside of him, just as I felt a warmth against my stomach again.

It was undeniable. Nick was a great guy, we had gotten along so well that weekend at the cabin. And now we knew we were sexually more than compatible. We were more like an ideal match. As much as Nick had maybe hoped it wouldn’t be the case and he could close this chapter to go back to his marriage, coming to see me had only made his decision more difficult.

We cuddled and fell asleep for a while. When we woke up, it was dark. We decided to shower together, and I could tell Nick was troubled.

“If… If Leo kicks me out, can I come stay here?”

I took his wet hair out of his face and brushed it back with my hand.

“Sure”, I said.

SIX MONTHS LATER

Nick

I poured the coffee in the cup and put it on the tray with the scrambled eggs on toast and the orange juice. I carried it to the bedroom. I liked having breakfast in bed now that it was colder out. I had left the bedroom door open by just a small crack, so I could push it fully open with my elbow. Nick clearly wasn’t cold at all, his naked body not under the covers. His big bubble butt looked good enough to eat. I put the tray down beside him.

"Hey… sleeping beauty…”, I said softly.

“Hmm…”, he uttered.

“I have breakfast. And coffee.”

“Yay”, he whispered.

His eyes opened and he sat up, giving me a big kiss.

“Thanks, babe.”

I walked around the bed and got in on the other side, pulling the blanket up to our chests. We had breakfast side by side and talked about the day to come. It was such a gift to have this hunk of a man in my bed.

Sean needed some time to get used to the idea, but these days, the three of us hang out and there is no sexual chemistry with Sean anymore. It’s a closed chapter.

It had been a challenging six months, however. I had let Nick stay with me for a month so he could find a place of his own. His marriage of four years had just ended. He needed time to process and so did I. Two months ago, we had started dating again. We were both in a better place. In practice, we were almost always at my place. And I knew it wouldn’t be long until he would move in completely. I just had to make sure we didn’t rush into something when the timing wasn’t right, like with Sean. With Nick the second chance was even better than the first.

THE END