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| Javi |
I had fessed up. I had told Javi that, I, too, had a crush on him. And that I, in fact, was not strictly a bottom. It had been Simon’s misunderstanding, but I had wanted to live in this apartment with these roommates so badly, that I thought I could get away with not telling this to anyone.
“You’re… vers?”, Javi had asked me when we were still down in the gym.
I had been reminded of my coming-out. This had been different, but it had felt similar.
“Yeah.”
“Oh, my God.”
“I-I’m sorry.”
“So that bulge in your briefs last night… you fuck with that cock?”
“I do. Every now and then.”
Javi had left a few seconds of silence.
“We cannot act on any of this. And keep that vers-ness of yours a secret. Kevin would throw both of us out in a heartbeat.”
I had been afraid that’s what he would say. It had been hard enough to keep one secret from these guys. If Javi and I actually did anything, there would be another secret and lots more sneaking around. I knew I wouldn’t be able to keep that up, especially in front of these guys, who had been so sweet and who I had gotten so close to.
So the elevator ride back to the apartment was just a little awkward. I could only hope the awkwardness would pass.
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| Elias |
“Hey, it’s the gym bros”, he joked.
He told us Kevin was going to be away all evening, spending time as well as the night with Bennett. Elias himself also had a date not too long from now.
I caught Javi looking at me. The two of us would be by ourselves in the apartment tonight. I wasn’t sure what his look meant exactly.
I took a shower first. Javi waited in his room with the door closed. I felt like he was trying to make sure he wouldn’t run into me in a state of undress. So once I finished showering, I made sure I did the same.
I got dressed in my room and heard Javi go into the bathroom. I walked into the living room and sat on the sofa. Soon, Elias came into the living room as well, looking very good. He was dressed quite formally, but had clearly chosen pants that would bring out his ass. He looked very good, yet still asked me if his outfit was OK.
“You look amazing!”
Elias told me it was a first date with someone he had met in a club not too long ago.
“From what I remember, he was so hot, funny and sweet. But I had been drinking.”
I smiled.
“Well, have you called since?”
“No, just text.”
“Was he funny or sweet over text?”
“Yeah, I guess?”
“See? Then it wasn’t the beer goggles.”
He chuckled.
“Thanks.”
Elias was just leaving for his date when Javi walked into the room.
“Hey, have fun!”
And then there we were. Javi and I. By ourselves. In an empty apartment. The tension was tangible. He sat on the other side of the sofa.
“No.”
I chuckled nervously.
“No what?”
“We’re not doing anything”, he said, sternly. He wasn’t looking at me.
“I know, we discussed this earlier.”
“OK. Good.”
He was still staring straight ahead for a while, until his head finally turned my way.
“I… I just don’t know if I can restrain myself. I’ve been thinking about your cock ever since the gym and I just can’t stop.”
I licked my lips. His husky voice saying these words turned me on. My cock throbbed. We looked into each other’s eyes for a while.
“You know what, no”, he said. “I’m just going to go to a friend’s place for dinner, I’m sorry. I can’t do this.”
As he went to the hallway and put on his shoes, I said his name.
“Javi”, I said.
He looked at me.
“Should I just move back out?”
“No… no! Please don’t.”
“We can’t keep this up though, can we?”
“We…. We will make it work”, he said.
And he was gone.
I wasn’t in the mood for cooking and had the cheesiest pizza I could find delivered to the apartment. I felt guilty immediately after I finished it, but it tasted so very good. I watched something on Netlifx, but I honestly couldn’t tell you what. I was just thinking about Javi. Had I done the right thing, telling him? It had felt impossible to lie to his face. His gorgeous face.
Elias came back from his date.
“Like, it was fine”, he said. “But I didn’t feel the butterflies.”
I went to bed early, partly to avoid seeing Javi, partly because I was exhausted from this day. And also because of my early shift the following day.
I woke up the following morning, and I definitely was not in the mood to go to work. Though maybe it would help get my mind off Javi for a good part of the day.
It was 5:05. I got out of bed and put on some sweat shorts. I knew no-one else would be up, so I wanted to get the coffeemaker going before I jumped into the shower. Still quite sleepy, I found my way to the kitchen. I was slightly startled to find someone there.
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| Javi |
“Good m-… wow…”, he muttered.
I couldn’t speak. I didn’t move. I didn’t know what to do for just a few seconds as we both stood there in silence.
I tried to cover myself, but my erection didn’t let itself be covered. Javi continued to look at my crotch, practically drooling.
“So… you’re already making coffee”, I said, as I tilted my head to the coffeemaker.
“Huh? Uhm. Yeah”, he replied.
“OK… I’ll jump into the shower”, I said, quickly making my way to the bathroom.
Once I made it to the bathroom I noticed my forehead was sweaty. I was becoming more and more convinced this wasn’t going to work. I was starting to seriously think about moving out. Though in the shower I rubbed one out to the visual of Javi in the grey briefs.
After my shower, I made sure to get completely dressed. When I returned to the kitchen, I noticed Javi had done the same. Jeans and a tanktop. I knew we both realized we had done this to make sure we wouldn’t turn the other on. But I didn’t like how the unwritten house rules were changing because of us. I quickly had breakfast in the kitchen, making sure I didn’t spill anything on myself. Javi had breakfast on the sofa. We made some small talk, but neither of us addressed what had just occurred.
The early shift on Monday was very busy as usual. The day rushed by. I didn’t really have any time to think more about moving out. Or about Javi. But I knew I would probably think about both for the rest of my day.
When I got to the apartment, it was unusually quiet. It was nice to come home to a calm environment after a hectic day, though I was also longing to see the other guys. I hoped that having the others around would help with any awkwardness between Javi and I.
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| Javi |
There was a sense of acceptance in his eyes. He bit his bottom lip. I could tell from his facial expression that he was done resisting. He turned towards me and I saw his cock was fully erect. A beautiful cock it was, about 5 inches, with a nice upward curve at the end.
My cock was now also fully erect, reaching up to its thick 8 inches, the head still covered in foreskin. I could feel the first drop of precum starting to form. Javi unashamedly looked down this time.
“I…”, he started, still looking at my cock.
“I know”, I said.
I thought he was going to tell me that the only way this would end well was if I would move out.
“Please…”, he then tried, now looking me in the eyes.
I realized that if I’d live somewhere else, we could act on all of this chemistry.
“Please fuck me.”
“What?”, I asked.
“I need it so bad”, he replied.
This beautiful, hairy, muscular man was begging me to fuck him. I’m only human. I took one step, grabbed the back of his head and kissed him passionately. Javi was already whimpering into my mouth as I could feel his hands trying to find my cock. He started jacking me off with both his hands. It felt so good to finally give in after what had felt like way too long, even though in reality it had only been a few days.
Javi quickly broke the kiss and dropped to his knees. He was so very eager to suck my cock and really went to town on it. He did such an amazing job I surprised myself when the bathroom echoed my moaning back to me. Javi choked on my cock and I could see his eyes watering. It was so hot.
Scared that someone would come home and hear us, I pulled Javi up and backed into the hallway. Javi’s room was right behind me and he eagerly opened the door while kissing me. I let myself fall back onto his bed as he crouched down and continued his blowjob, the door falling shut behind him.
Javi was loving my cock so much. His blowjob was very wet and he loved slapping it against his own face. He made me feel so very good for what seemed like a good 10 minutes, after which I needed to stop him. I didn’t want to cum before we could fuck.
I sat up and pulled him towards me. I felt the taste of my cock in our kiss. I was rock hard and I felt like I was balancing on the verge of an orgasm if I even touched my cock. I felt slight relief when Javi finally broke the kiss and had a suggestion.
“Are you gonna eat me out?”
I smiled and nodded.
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| Javi |
A high-pitched moan filled the room to such an extent that I got slightly startled. As I continued to lick his ass, I heard even more desperate moaning. Javi wasn’t a quiet bottom in the slightest. I got so turned on by the sight of his hole and his expressions of pleasure, I ate ass like I never had before.
Fully aware that I was dripping large amounts of precum onto the carpet of Javi’s bedroom, I ate ass until I knew I was ready to fuck him without instantly cumming. This did take a while. But when I knew I was ready, I knew Javi was ready too.
He reached for the nightstand and threw a condom my way. I entered him slowly. Accelerated breathing, almost gasping came from Javi’s mouth. Slowly but surely I made my way in.
“Ohh my Goooood…”, he uttered.
I held Javi by his sides and I started fucking. It didn’t take long before the gasping and the exclamations turned back into the desperate moaning from before. Sometimes with an “Oh yes!” or a “Fuuuuuck” thrown in.
Once I pulled out, Javi eagerly turned around onto his back and spread his legs wide. It was such a hot view. I immediately penetrated him again. Now that I could see his facial expressions, it was even hotter to fuck him.
The wrinkles in his forehead pronounced, his eyes expressing both disbelief and horniness and his mouth perpetually open, the desperate moaning continued. He was loud. But at least we were behind closed doors. I’d think of an exit strategy later.
Now that I could see his reactions, it was even easier to tell just what Javi liked. Switching between slow and fast, deep and not as deep, he did seem to like everything. But when I slowly went all the way inside of him is when his reaction, facially and vocally, became the most intense. His rock hard cock throbbed and had created a little pool of precum for itself.
It didn’t take long before Javi let go of one of his knees.
“I’m cumming!”, he said as he jerked off.
Semen flew across his stomach and even hit his chest. That did it. I pulled out, took off the condom and also jerked myself to orgasm, just as his had finished. I came all over his stomach, our cum mixing together.
We both breathed heavily as we looked at each other, realizing what we had just done. I didn’t regret it for a second. I let my body fall on top of his as we made out. Both of our cum stuck to my chest and stomach.
He held my face close to his as we kissed. Suddenly he smiled and looked me right in the eye.
“I… I loved it”, he said.
“Me too”, I replied as I kissed him again.
“But Elias and Kevin can never know.”
I nodded.
“Never.”
We had a hard time stopping our make-out session. When we finally got up off the bed, Javi had a plan.
"OK, I’m going to check if anyone is in the living room and you go to your room. No shower. Use a towel, shower later.”
I chuckled nervously.
“OK.”
“And if the subject comes up, agree that you’ve heard me moaning. I’ll say it was a new vibrator.”
“Even if no-one is in the living room?”
“Yeah, they may have heard earlier.”
“OK.”
Later that evening, the four of us sat around the table for dinner. It was nice to have everyone home again. It was easier to not stare at Javi in his tight briefs now that I had gotten to fuck him. But we still caught each other’s eye every now and then, hoping the others wouldn’t notice. I felt more at ease in the group than I had in a while, even though I had even more to lie about. However, it was looking like we had gotten away with it so far.
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| Kevin |
“So did that skinny twink come over again, Javi?”
“What?”, he asked.
“When I came home, you were practically screaming with pleasure. You only do that for… is it Jason? With the big dick?”
Javi looked down and smiled.
“I heard that too”, I said. “Didn’t want to embarrass him.”
“Oh please”, Kevin said, “nothing to be embarrassed about. You get that dick, Javi. Even if he’s like 20.”
The whole table laughed.
“Actually”, Javi started, “it’s a new vibrator.”
“Tell me everything”, Elias said.
I watched Javi make up a whole story about this new vibrator he had, and all of its settings.
“It’s the perfect size, about 8 inches and thick. Stretched me out but also goes deep. Definitely going to use it a lot.”
“Hot”, Elias decided.
I agreed.
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