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| Jakub |
Once I saw him, I could piece together some of what had happened last night. It had been so much fun to dance with all of my hot Czechs at this gay club as well as with Dani, who had been so hot and so sweet. I had introduced him to everybody and then pointed at all of them one by one as they stood in a half circle, and basically said, “Straight, gay but taken, straight, straight”. Even after having met all of the hot guys in my group, he only seemed to have interest in me. I had felt so flattered.
Yet with Dani around me throughout the night, I would still gravitate towards Lukáš. I remembered once when Dani would get close to me, like he was about to kiss me. I had leaned in towards his shoulder to tell him over the loud music that I needed the restroom.
By the urinals, Lukáš soon enough took the free spot available next to me.
“Freddy!”, he yelled, slapping me on the back, almost making me piss all over myself.
“You like Dani?”
“Yeah, he’s great!”
“I happy for you”, he said as he smiled at me.
There was only a short pause before he shamelessly looked down to what I was packing.
“Freddy peró is nice!”, he exclaimed.
I laughed, shook off the final drops and tucked myself back in.
“Dani is lucky boy!” echoed through the restroom as Lukáš followed me to the sink. With his arm around my shoulder we returned to the group.
All of the guys were drinking a lot. I remember we did shots, a lot of them. It was Dani who skipped a round first and ordered water. I couldn’t remember a time I had been this drunk. And I saw Martin lose control as well. His eyes were only half open as he danced sloppily. Jakub had been a relatively good boy, and danced the night away, not causing any trouble. Lukáš continued to get close to me as well as Dani. Tomáš got very energetic but at some point suggested we get back to the hotel.
Lukáš refused.
“No! Is fun!”
I wasn’t ready to go home either. Jakub, Martin and Tomáš went back to the hotel and I was left with Dani and Lukáš. Suddenly I got a knot in my stomach. I was just postponing the inevitable. I had to make a decision about what I wanted to do with Dani. It was Lukáš who was giving me the butterflies, but rationally I knew it would be stupid to turn down Dani over him.
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| Dani |
I had nodded. I was realizing Dani had asked me because he thought Lukáš wouldn’t be of any competition, but he had been dancing so close to me, it got confusing.
I was also realizing I was being ridiculous. I was torn between a night of potentially very hot sex and a drunken straight guy who most likely wouldn’t even kiss me.
It did become hard to really think things through considering my intoxicated state and the fact that I had both hot guys dancing so close to me in the crowded club, one on each side. My hands would casually slide down their sweaty backs. I had put a hand on their chests while dancing. I was enjoying this. I wasn’t going to force myself to make any decision at all. I was just going to have fun.
Until the music stopped and the lights came on. I suddenly felt exhausted. As the club emptied out I started to feel cold and I put my shirt back on. Dani, Lukáš and I held each other up as we slowly exited the premises and found ourselves waiting for a taxi among the large crowd of sexy men. None of us felt like we wanted to walk.
Lukáš put his head on my shoulder and his arm around me. I asked Dani where he was staying. He was trying to explain, but I wasn’t really listening as I realized the follow-up question would be where Dani would go next. Would he join us to our hotel? Would I go to his? But then what about Lukáš?
It turned out I didn’t need to think about that. Just as friends of Dani’s came up to him, asking him where he had been in Spanish, I suddenly felt Lukáš’s head come up and off of my shoulder. I felt his hand on my face as he made me face him. By the serious look on his face I knew exactly what was coming next.
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| Lukáš |
After what must have been half a minute, he finally broke the kiss. He smiled at me, looking me up and down.
“Sexy Freddy with big peró”, he said.
He squeezed my dick. I bit my lip.
I looked around. Dani and his friends had left. I couldn’t blame him.
Lukáš moved around in the next bed over. I looked at him. He moaned as he slowly opened his eyes and focused on me. By his expression I knew he didn’t feel well.
“Good morning”, I said, “are you feeling OK?”
He looked at me and shook his head.
“No… alcohol”, he replied, pretending to drink from a bottle.
“Did you drink too much?”
He nodded.
“Are you going to vomit?”
He looked at me funny, clearly not understanding what I had asked him. I pretended to throw up. That made him smile, albeit shortly.
“No.”
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| Lukáš |
“Water”, he said, as he threw the lightweight blanket off of him. He stood up. He was naked. His small penis was such a contrast compared to his big, muscular body, there was something fascinating about it.
“Is OK?”, he asked me, wanting to know if I didn’t mind that het got some water from my kitchen.
“Sure”, I replied, looking him in the face when all I wanted to do was look his beautiful body over.
As his massive butt walked out of the bedroom, I thought back to the night before. Once we had gotten into the taxi, no other kiss or intimacy had occurred. I had felt stupid not choosing Dani, but at the same time, I just hadn’t been feeling it. I had to help Lukáš out of his skin-tight jeans once we had come into my apartment. He wore some briefs underneath, but he got rid of those too, probably used to sleeping naked.
I was realizing that I had not followed Martin’s advice. I was definitely developing feelings for Lukáš. And the kiss had made me feel so hopeful, even though I knew I shouldn’t be. Lukáš was straight.
He walked back into the room with a glass of water. I sat up in bed. He walked over to my bed and sat on it with me.
“Freddy?”
“Yeah?”
“Kissing?”
“Yeah?”
“Was nice.”
I smiled.
“I…”
I saw him thinking.
“Wait”, he said.
He found his phone on the nightstand. He spoke Czech into it, but I could tell the first word was “Siri”. I chuckled.
“I like you”, Siri said.
I smiled.
“I like you too!”
Lukáš chuckled and I could swear he was blushing. He was just being adorable, but I was convinced he didn’t mean it in any type of way, he was probably just joking.
He then typed something into his phone and showed it to me.
‘I’ve never felt about a man’, it said. He had Google translated something.
Now I was surprised. Was he saying what I thought he was saying?
“You are into me?”
He shrugged. He didn’t understand.
“Kiss… was fun. You… is nice. Is… is new.”
He wanted to say more, but maybe didn’t know how to. He typed something into his phone again.
‘I’m sorry to drive Dani out’, it said.
“That’s OK”, I started.
He typed again.
‘I was afraid it was my last chance.’
I could tell my smile was beaming. That was all I needed for now. He bit his lip and his expression seemed apologetic.
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| Lukáš |
As I felt him sleep in my arms, my heart was beating out of my chest. There was no way I could fall asleep. Had Martin been wrong? Maybe Lukáš wasn’t fully straight and hadn’t been leading me on. Yet on some level I felt like this was all too good to be true.
To the soundtrack of some light snoring, I was thinking everything over and realized I was in fact not in the same position as Martin. In a few days I would fly to Rome and these guys would fly home to Prague. Even though I felt sure we would stay in touch, I would be so far away from all of these guys. Keeping that in mind, I knew I couldn’t get hurt. It was just a silly summer fling with a sort-of straight guy. If that.
It was about an hour later when Lukáš turned on his side and let his head rest on my chest.
“Mmm”, he moaned.
He seemed very comfortable cuddling me like this.
“Is nice”, he confirmed.
It was 10:49 AM. I was in need of some breakfast bad.
“Are you hungry?”
“Yes”, he immediately replied, but when I moved to go to the kitchen he held me tightly.
“Nooo!”, he exclaimed, laughing.
It was clear he wanted me to stay like this.
He looked at me. I knew he wanted to tell me something. He just smiled and kissed my chest.
“Is nice”, he repeated.
Just then his phone buzzed. He ignored it at first but it kept buzzing. Lukáš chuckled but eventually sat up on the edge of the bed, his back towards me. He typed something. He turned towards me and showed me the phone.
It was clearly a group text and everything was in Czech, except for the last message from Martin.
‘Hey Fred, it’s beach day. The three of us are going now. Will we see you there later?’
I smiled. Lukáš had asked him to send a message for me. I gave him back the phone.
“Let’s go to the beach! That sounds good, right?”
Lukáš nodded.
He did something on his phone and handed it back to me. He had set it up so I could put in my phone number. I chuckled. I looked at him. He smiled and blushed. I put in my number and gave the phone back to him.
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| Lukáš |
“Your body is beautiful”, I told him once I finished brushing my teeth.
He chuckled and flexed a bicep. I laughed. Besides all of his loudness, his alpha guy appearance, there was definitely another side to him.
I made us both something to eat and he sat across from me in nothing but a towel as he eagerly gobbled it up.
"Thank you”, he said once he had finished.
“No problem!”
“I go…”, he started, then pointed up. He meant to their apartment, which was two floors higher than mine.
“Sure, to get dressed?”
“Yes”, he nodded.
He pointed down.
“Then come back here? Or at reception?”
“No, no”, he shook his head at the last part. He meant he would come back here.
I was realizing it was quite difficult to keep a conversation with Lukáš. And as much as we did have chemistry, neither of us was making the first move to anything that would continue on from last night’s kiss either. I watched as he picked up his phone and his clothes from last night and walked out of my apartment in nothing but a towel. I smiled.
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| Lukáš |
We went down to the beach and joined the other three guys, who wanted to know what had happened the night before. Lukáš was very animated when he told them the story in Czech, in which I heard both Dani’s and my name.
I put down my towel next to Jakub who was on one end. Lukáš put his towel down and sat next to me. He was on his phone for a while and just as he put it away, I got a text message.
‘I tell them not yet. OK?’
It was an unknown, foreign number. But I knew exactly who it was from. Considering Martin’s feelings it might be for the best.
‘No problem’, I texted back.
Lukáš held my hand as we sunbathed. His hand felt limp in mine, and I knew he was drifting off to sleep again. It was an intimate gesture. I didn’t think any of the guys saw, or if they did, they didn’t comment on it.
Later, we played in the ocean for a while. Seeing Lukáš’s Speedo cling to his ass and his crack slowly eating the material was so hot as he giddily jumped through the waves. We dried ourselves off and walked to one of the nearby restaurants for some lunch. I realized I was checking out only one ass this time.
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| Jakub |
“I remember.”
I looked back. I knew immediately what he was referring to. I was scared he would get angry.
“This morning I remember. I saw bathroom, and click!”
He was smiling and I didn’t know what to make of it.
“I’m sorry”, he said.
“No! I’m sorry!”, I said.
He chuckled.
“You don’t be sorry! You help me! Was very good!”
I laughed.
“I make you do it, no?”
“Well, I didn’t mind”, I said as I nudged him.
He laughed. I was relieved how easily that was cleared up.
To me it was incredibly hot to see all of these pretty much naked, hot guys walk onto one of the restaurant outdoor terraces, where some people were fully dressed and others in swimwear as well, and get seated by staff, fully clothed. The food wasn’t particularly amazing, but I had a great time hanging out with these guys, as always. Lukáš would casually reach under the table and touch my knee. We exchanged a few glances that meant everything. Yet I was worried about how we could communicate.
Back at the beach, some of the guys kicked around a soccer ball. Martin and I sat by the towels and watched.
“Can I talk to you about something?”, he asked.
“Sure!”
“At lunch just now, you may remember Lukáš and I had this conversation in Czech?”
I nodded. It didn’t seem like a very long conversation, but compared to everything else, it had seemed like a serious topic. I hadn’t thought anything about it. Until now.
“He… he apologized to me. The last year has been tough on him personally. I can tell you about that another time.”
“Tomáš told me”, I said.
“I see. Well, it has made him realize some things. It made him take life more seriously. He said that in the past, he’d had a crush on me, but had never allowed himself to act on it.”
I nodded silently. I looked at Lukáš. He looked back. He smiled and waved shortly. I waved back.
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| Lukáš |
“So?”, I repeated.
“It turns out he may not be all that straight after all.”
I smiled.
“I know. He told me earlier this morning.”
“Shut up!”
Martin smiled and seemed happy for me. I looked at Lukáš, who once again dug his Speedo out of his crack as he continued to play.
“We… we kissed.”
Martin’s expression reminded me of a proud parent. I laughed.
“He still seems quite insecure about how you feel towards him though”, Martin continued, “so I felt guilty that I may have had something to do with that.”
“Oh, no, not particularly.”
“You haven’t been holding back?”
“OK, your words did cross my mind a few times. But I don’t think it affected my behavior.”
“Well, just… forget I said anything.”
“OK.”
“So basically he asked me one thing. If I could ask you, would it be OK if he stayed in your apartment the last few days? Only if you truly like him back.”
“Of course!”, I replied.
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