AJ |
I couldn’t fall asleep. I was still rock hard. I hadn’t had an orgasm, but I very much enjoyed the sex I’d had with AJ. It was great to feel his strong body resting next to me. It felt like I had tamed a wild, hairy animal, now trusting me and letting his guard down completely.
AJ had casually cleaned his cum off of both of our stomachs with a towel. Then, he’d snuggled up to me and thanked me.
“You’re welcome?”, I had responded.
“It’s been a while I’ve had sex… like that.”
At the time I’d thought he meant it had been a while that he’d had sex with a man. But now that he had fallen asleep next to me, I was wondering if this was more than just sex to him. We had just met today, but still.
Either way, I was enjoying this closeness with AJ. It felt like I had known him for much longer than just a few hours. As AJ slept, I looked around the bedroom and noticed I could look out the door into the kitchen. Everything had felt so familiar, and so at home. Landing at the airport and having that Zoom-meeting felt weeks ago.
AJ |
“Hey”, I whispered.
“Oh”, he said, his facial expression serious as always. “I’m sorry.”
“Don’t worry”, I said.
His hand moved down from my waist and touched my hard cock. AJ looked down and grabbed it at the base. He jerked me off and looked at me.
“Your cock is very nice”, he said.
“Thanks”, I replied.
AJ looked back at my cock as he jerked me more, until he got up and straddled me, to sit on it. It felt amazing. It didn’t take long for his uncircumcised, soft cock to grow back into a modest erection.
Although his moans and whimpers returned, AJ’s intense stare was always there. He couldn’t keep his eyes off me, my face as well as my body. Fucking my cock with an ease that made me think he was more experienced than I had initially thought, he touched my chest and stomach.
AJ |
I knew I wasn’t going to be able to hold in my orgasm much longer, but before I could say anything, AJ reached for his own cock.
“I… I’m going to cum”, I said, panting, in between AJ’s whimpers.
AJ didn’t skip a beat and continued riding my cock.
Within a few seconds, I felt my cock shoot cum up inside his hole. Right after, AJ’s cock shot its second load within an hour, a good four spurts making quite the distance. While I was still inside of him, AJ leaned forward and kissed me.
I couldn’t really put my finger on it, but our sex had been so intimate so fast. We showered together to clean up. AJ soaped my body up and rinsed it off. His cock just wouldn’t go down. Still, a smile never graced his face. He had the same expression as when we had first met.
We both got dressed in our own rooms to get ready to go to town. I quickly texted my Dad. I told him that I felt like AJ really wanted to continue to live here, but he felt uncomfortable if the house would be gifted to him.
AJ |
AJ drove off the property and took a left, which was the opposite direction from which I had arrived this morning. Even though the cabin felt so private, it was technically a part of the town of Jemez Springs, and the center was only a 3 minute drive away.
With mountains in the distance, and lots of foliage on both sides of the road, it didn’t feel like we were heading into a town. Behind the trees small houses would pop up every now and then, and by the time the houses got bigger and appeared more frequently, we were already there.
The town of Jemez Springs, New Mexico wasn’t very big. AJ drove me around and matter-of-factly pointed around where everything was. The hot springs mainly caught my eye. There were some small shops, an inn, a cafĂ© and a restaurant, and a church. Most of the town seemed to be targeted to tourists who visited the springs.
Ben |
After we had ordered drinks, I had to ask.
“Do you like living here?”
“Yeah.”
“There isn’t really a lot to do here though. Not a lot of people to meet.”
“That’s OK.”
I couldn’t stop wondering why a 26 year-old guy like him would want to live here. His roots weren’t here, not even in this country. Maybe it reminded him of his hometown?
“I feel like my Dad will only want to sell the cabin if you wanted to live somewhere else. But it doesn’t seem like you do.”
AJ looked out over the view of the mountains.
“I don’t. I would just have trouble accepting it as a gift.”
“What if my Dad gifted it to me? And I would come out here every now and then instead?”
AJ looked at me. I wondered why nothing would make him smile.
“That would be good.”
I could understand the attraction of a place like this. The nature, the views, the peace and quiet. But I did feel like I would want to return to Philadelphia every now and then.
“Would you want to visit the springs with me one of these days?”, I asked. “Or too many bad memories?”
“Bad memories?”
AJ actually seemed puzzled.
“Weren’t you robbed there?”
“Oh. That. Yes.”
AJ looked away. I felt like I knew him better by now. His expressions were subtle, but I had a feeling in this instance I could read him.
“That’s not really what happened, is it?”
I could tell he was avoiding looking at me.
I was very curious to the story about to come out of AJ’s mouth. Did he con my parents somehow?
“Sure.”
“When I was a teenager, I had an abusive stepdad.”
“I’m sorry.”
“My real Dad had left me and my Mum. And she took in this creep. He would slap me in the face. My Mum did nothing. When I was 15, I ran away from home. All I had on me was my phone. Like, a Nokia type thing. It was 2010.”
“So I was by myself, on the streets of Busselton. And I just decided to walk North, in the direction of Perth. I didn’t really know why. I didn’t stop, I just continued walking. I didn’t want to sleep on the streets. But Perth is like 130 miles away.”
I was gripped by this story. I really wanted to take his hand, or put my hand on his knee. But I decided against it.
AJ |
“Once I looked at him, I guess he could tell how tired and distraught I was. He said his name was Logan, and that he had an apartment in Perth. I would have my own bed. He convinced me to let him drive me to his place. For a shower, and a good night’s sleep. I told him why I was walking away. He promised me we would figure it out in the morning.”
I was terrified of how this story was going to continue. If AJ had been embarrassed about telling it, it can’t have ended well.
“I, uhm… I slept in a very beautiful apartment. Logan was rich. He was in his late 30s or early 40s, and I was apprehensive about staying there, but I was too tired. I took a shower. I slept, for a long time. He gave me food. Nice food, better than I was used to at home. He bought me clothes. He said I didn’t have to go to school…”
“Yes. At the time, Logan didn’t touch me. Never. But he did comment on my body. I had played rugby and my body was quite beefy at the time already. He gave me compliments all the time. He gave me a gym membership. I remember feeling like such an adult.”
“I don’t remember how long it took, maybe a month. Over dinner, randomly. Logan said that it should have been obvious to me that he wanted something in return. All I needed to do was go on a date with some guy. One time. And we would continue to be roommates. That’s how he said it. Roommates.”
“Did you do it?”
AJ looked at me.
“I lost my virginity that night. I remember hating it. It hurt so much. Thankfully it got easier soon.”
“Did you go on more dates?”
“I, uhm… It started out as once a month, maybe.”
And suddenly I felt an anger and a sadness come over me. AJ sat there. I could tell it embarrassed him to tell this story. Suddenly everything made sense. How casual he was about his nudity. How he might have been careful at first when we had sex, but still seemed experienced. How much he had appreciated my intimacy.
AJ |
“I started figuring out that Logan was rich because of me, and maybe from other guys he was exploiting, when I was 19, or 20. And to be honest that is what I am most embarrassed about. That it took me so long. That these men I went on dates with, that they paid him. And all I got was to be his roommate, with good food, nice clothes and a gym membership.”
“What did you do when you found out?”
“I said I no longer wanted to go on the dates as long as he was the one getting all the money. We had a fight. He told me I had nowhere to go. No other job that would take me. He said I was a whore and that my body was all that I had. I believed him. I stayed. He still fucked me, and so did his clients. But I no longer felt happy.”
“In 2016, I was 20. I had been doing this for 5 and a half years. For some reason, Logan wanted the two of us to move to LA. He said there were more opportunities for us there. I didn’t know what that meant. But I soon found out there were way more clients and that Logan was trying to get me into porn. However, he also started doing more drugs.”
“So, one night, when Logan was totally out of it. I packed a bag and left. I walked away yet again. Only this time, I took the cash out of Logan’s wallet, and I had an iPhone. I went on trains, buses… I slept in motels. I just kept going. I had no plan. Just as far as I could. When I ran out of money, I started walking. But my phone was dead. I never stayed at the Laughing Lizard. But I did ask them for a job. They declined. So I walked into the very parking lot that my truck is now parked in. I sat under a tree. And within thirty minutes, Mr and Mrs Collins walked up.”
“Wow”, I said.
I wanted to hug AJ so badly. I wouldn’t wish his life on anybody.
“So I have no desire to go back to Australia. Or live anywhere else. I feel good here. I feel safe, finally.”
“I understand”, I said.
“I’m sorry I lied to your parents, I… I couldn’t say...”
“That’s OK”, I said. “It’s OK.”
AJ |
During dinner, I told AJ more about me. And even though his story had been so intense and emotional for me to hear, I did feel like it brought us closer. I could feel a certain air of romance. Even though between the many passing trucks and the cowboy hats, it didn’t feel right to act on anything.
AJ drove me back to the cabin. We got out and as AJ walked to the front door, I hugged him. Tightly.
“I am so happy we met”, I said, maybe even whispered.
“Me too”, he replied.
AJ just wouldn’t let go.
“Will you… Will you sleep in my bed again tonight?”, he asked.
“Of course.”
We cuddled in his bed for a while, until we couldn’t control ourselves and we had sex again. Fucking AJ was always beautiful. His hard muscles contrasted with the roundness of his ass. His relentless boner contrasted with the ease with which his hole opened for me. His expressive moaning contrasted with his stern face.
AJ |
Around 2 AM, we were finally exhausted.
“I never had sex like I have with you”, he told me.
I smiled.
“Same”, I said.
I knew I had never had sex as hot and intense as I had with AJ. In return, I knew he valued my intimacy, I was someone he desired, felt a passion for. There was definitely a match.
We fell asleep. In the morning, I again woke with AJ nestled into my arms. I wanted him to stay there for as long as possible. My phone buzzed. It was Dad. Carefully I snuck out of the bed, AJ’s body fully limp as he stayed dead asleep.
I answered the call in the living room. I told him I would take over the cabin and I would make sure AJ would be taken care of. Dad didn’t ask questions. But I felt like he knew AJ and I had at least connected on some level.
AJ’s secret was safe with me. I didn’t have to tell Dad. There was no need. He seemed happy for me. He was going to get everything in order. I was about to hang up.
“Ben?”
“Yes, Dad?”
“This is what Mom would have wanted, too.”
I smiled. He was right. This way the cabin stayed in the family, and it gave AJ the opportunity to stay.
AJ |
Work had taken up too much of my time and energy. Having someone to love, to take care of, was going to change my priorities. And I liked it. I was going to have to get back to Philly at some point. But who knows, I might get AJ to join me. Right now, it didn’t matter. Right now, I felt good. Calm. At last.
THE END
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